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this life now

by derek ted

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1.
big leaves 01:57
big leaves in the garden aren't what we planted seeds from our dreams in our hands become leaves although i try when i wake i wanna be so strong i take pills just so i can get along big leaves in the garden are grown before we parted big leaves in the garden are grown before we parted big dreams in my head wanna sing till I'm dead now I'm alone and I'm strong to the bone coughing up things like smoke rings and diamonds with my feline friends companions to the end companions to the end big leaves in the garden aren't what we planted dead weeds in the garden aren't what we planted big dreams in the garden are what we planted big dreams in my head wanna sing till i'm dead
2.
laying facedown on the tile i remember life as a child all my family living happy but reality didnt know me then but what has life come to now hospital beds mothers on edge crying now dad cant comprehend so im there for her now laying facedown on the tile i remember life as a child all my family living happy but reality didnt know me then twenty five years and life falls apart no money just songs and heart but thats not enough to keep this up to keep things going this life now this is life now
3.
the face 02:53
the wolf face on the hill side laughs at my disguise he'll never be free like me the wolf face on the hill side laughs until he cries he'll never be free like me till you run as fast, as fast as you can and you lift all fours like he can the wolf face on the hill side laughs at my disguise he'll never be free like me the wolf face on the hill side laughs until he cries he'll never be free he looks you right in the eyes as he contemplates your demise the wolf face on the hill side laughs at my disguise he'll never be free like me the wolf face on the hill side laughs until he cries he'll never be free like me
4.
solivigant 01:46
i cleaned it up for the last time this frozen month might be our deadline ive never been so cold in my own house before i've never felt so low and loved you more i'm always yours the family grows then separates their skin from bone the plans we made to decorate our home with novelties of no personal growth its what you give and what i owe its what you give and what i owe i'm always yours
5.
empty arms 03:43
empty arms protrude from my body hold me tight i love when you hold me my pulse is like a cricket in the night all alone a fence to divide property lines blows down in the storm we'll see how well things go when you're waiting for noone we'll see how well things go when you're waiting for noone and isn't it funny how people like things become obsolete objects in spite of their dreams and what makes me different is whats in my blood it's the pain that i hold when i know nothing is enough nothing is enough how will things go when you're waiting for noone? we'll see how well things go when you're waiting for noone we'll see.....
6.
yellow curl smoke fills the air and im gone the pale phantom girls have all been forgotten summer never comes and u just cant wait for autumn constant restrictions you place on yourself just to break them why does it feel so bad when you do this to yourself? who is the better man while I'm lying just to pull thru this i'm lying just to pull through this

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all these songs recorded live on a tascam portastudio 424

recorded to create a feeling not to perfect the unattainable

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released January 15, 2015

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derek ted Los Angeles, California

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